sometimes the silence can be like thunder

i dont know what to think about this summer

it was awkward

i felt like i just didnt know myself, who i was, why i made dumbshit choices.

my 2nd year starts on monday

i am absolutely scared out of my mind. right out of it. i am just nervous i wont live up to my own standards
but i have to remember it’s school. i’m there to learn and grow

and i’ve got everything i need. i’m an artist, i don’t look back.

my jaw wont close correctly. kiiinndda freaking me out.

just a little while ago i called a good friend of mine on a whim and, as fairly usual, he was more than happy (i assume) to listen to my rants of nothing.

he’s such an amazing person, and i hope he knows that. he’s so encouraging to me and so sweet and honest. i really hope he finds someone who appreciates him for everything he is. and if she doesnt i will beat her ass.

i’ve listened to almost nothing but bob dylan for the past few nights. so good.

i’m real tired of boys. REAL tired of them.

but i want to find the perfect date for joannas wedding. omri said he wants to come to alabama…totally would be awesome totally.

my stomach hurts.

i need to do alot of things tomorrow that i wanted to do yesterday. i wonder if there’s pills to cure habitual laziness

but watching little rascals was absolutely better than doing anything productive.

i think i’ll write a song