i dont know what to think about this summer
it was awkward
i felt like i just didnt know myself, who i was, why i made dumbshit choices.
my 2nd year starts on monday
i am absolutely scared out of my mind. right out of it. i am just nervous i wont live up to my own standards
but i have to remember it’s school. i’m there to learn and grow
and i’ve got everything i need. i’m an artist, i don’t look back.
my jaw wont close correctly. kiiinndda freaking me out.
just a little while ago i called a good friend of mine on a whim and, as fairly usual, he was more than happy (i assume) to listen to my rants of nothing.
he’s such an amazing person, and i hope he knows that. he’s so encouraging to me and so sweet and honest. i really hope he finds someone who appreciates him for everything he is. and if she doesnt i will beat her ass.
i’ve listened to almost nothing but bob dylan for the past few nights. so good.
i’m real tired of boys. REAL tired of them.
but i want to find the perfect date for joannas wedding. omri said he wants to come to alabama…totally would be awesome totally.
my stomach hurts.
i need to do alot of things tomorrow that i wanted to do yesterday. i wonder if there’s pills to cure habitual laziness
but watching little rascals was absolutely better than doing anything productive.
i think i’ll write a song
