i feel like i’m a stupid teenager writing in her blog about a boy who she loves but everything is wacked and life doesnt work out how she wants it to.
but i’m not, dammit! i am a young, independant woman and i don’t need to sit around on my ass waiting for someone else to make up their mind.
aaaahhhhhhhh i wish the format was still together and i wish they were playing a free show in central park tomorrow night under the non-existant new york stars.
i ate dark chocolate today and realized that i hadn’t had any in several weeks…i was instantly happy. i need to buy more. INSTANT HAPPINESS. it’s like being a christian.
hahahahahahha.
sometimes i want my posts to be made up entirely of song lyrics that fit my mood right now.
maybe i’ll do that sometime.
i’m going craaaazzzyyyyyy
or maybe i just watched too many romance movies this weekend…that edward scissorhands…it’ll get ya every time.
i just left you a comment
except
my computer is dumb and
i didnt leave you a comment
it said something along the lines of me wanting internet so that i wouldn’t have to read 5 posts at one time and/or we could frolick about on it everyday together.
oh.
and that i miss and love you greatly.
duh.
<3
good luck with your applehell training!