so here it is. i’m posting once again.
i come to this site, which i have unfortunately neglected for an amount of time, and i see 3 beautiful comments from 3 beautiful women who i am truly, truly blessed to be friends with. 3 of my very best friends and they all commented on one post about something so so silly…i’m lucky i tell you. very lucky.
and one of them is moving here very soon. i’m proud of you baby girl 
so what’s been going on with my life i wonder? i got a job today! i will be a server at applebees starting may 12. in my interview the man asked why i was interested in the restaurant industry and i replied with “well i want to be an actress, and this seems to be the first step…”
i feel very strong-willed lately. i feel like i have a plan and i have a summer and i’m going to get it all done. i have an ungodly amount of reading to do. there is just so much creativity inside me that is going to spill out all over the place if i dont put it to good use. but it’s only been two days…so i think i’ll figure something out soon.
if anyone (and i’m sure everyone does) reads kendra’s wall, then the following story will be a repeat. but get over it.
so i’m standing in the subway this evening (2am) and this very toothless and very high homeless man walks up to derek and begins asking him all these questions about us (jessica, lydia and myself), and whether or not we were being taken care of tonight and such. he then proceeds to describe each one of us and when he gets to me he flippantly says “aw she’s cute and innocent” and a few moments later he says “oh wait, she’s the one you better watch out for”
and i am, dammit! i am the one you need to watch out for!
i’m going to change the world.
i’d be glad to accept your help if you’re willing.
my stomach hurts. probably the gyro i ate at midnight.
i want everyone i love to live in new york and play with me every day.
i also want to be able to get away with having the creativity and spunk and carelessness of a five year old.
probably why i want to be an actress.
joanna comes here tomorrow night; this i am excited about. we have a isuper fantastico! weekend planned. yes yes yes.
i am happy. i am very happy with my life. very happy indeed.
i have no idea what’s been goin on lately and i just wish you would come over and explain things
